12 July 2013

never said goodbye

there was something about
this really special boy
he often said hellp
but never said goodbye
maybe it wasn't a habit of his
but he always said
"see you" instead
and i wonder why

he was shy
and full of happiness
never made enemies
never really got angry
but i learnt to understand
a little bit more of him
each time we met
and his smile was often the same
radiance in his eyes
and his pearl white teeth
funny thing is
he told me that he never was happy
and just like everyone
i was deceived
never have i met someone
who could show such happiness
without being true

he told me all the ways
he hated how things went
the rumours
the annoyance
the problems
and i always assumed
that he never seemed to mind
maybe they're right
maybe it really is true
when they say that
the person who appeared
the happiest person
always with the cheerful smile
is in fact
the saddest living soul
and that wasn't the special part of him

we never really spoke
when we around people
he didn't like the attention
neither did i
but everyone else did
i knew he was here to stay
when he was the one
who never said goodbye
and when i thought
everyone was all the same
never here to stay
and soon to be gone
he didn't go
when everyone else did
he was the one that cared
when no one else did

how truly lucky i am
to find a person like him
now when we speak
no longer there is
a invisible barrier between us
to listen and judge
our every littld conversation
no one to make a scene out of it
and i find it funny because
i always thought everyone were the same
difficult to read
not who they seem to be
and never a real friend
if only everyone were a book
with a synopsis at the back
worth to stay if worth reading
and if it was interesting
intriguing
i'd read till the end
if only things were as simple as that

but no one
no one but one
made me believe that
most people were meant to go
and only the special ones stayed
and the special ones
never said good bye
they only said
"i guess i'll see you again"

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